Said this before but as long as I'm alive I'll never stop trying. It's just getting so hard right now. I can't change anything unless I can get better sleep, I can't get better sleep unless I stop with this binge eating, stopping binge-eating is a challenge as I do it BECAUSE I feel so down. Vicious circle. Weakest point seems to be the eating, I'll smash the thing to pieces from there.
There, blog vomit, as I promised myself.
Also did a bullshit boo-hoo ranty vlog for the first time ever. Nobody on this living earth with ever see it.
Typos are no longer my issue, I will never read this again.