"I wanted to have success so that my family would be with me. Now I have found it, my family aren't with me."
That's a big reason for finding success for me too. So my family could be together and not have to worry. I'd never for a moment thought that it might not go that way, that it might be what they want, or even that life might take a different turn if I do get successful. So then, am I doing it for me alone? Who am I doing it for? What am I striving for?
Why does his bug me all the time? I'm so confused. Life is confusing.